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I woke up feeling strange
I guess it's that time of day
I don't know why people seem concerned for me
Cause don't they know I go to therapy?
I can't explain how it feels
I know that the feels are real
I heard them whispering things
I never got the appeal
She's got an awful personality
Oh- I got an awful personality
Don't you blame it on me, nah
The boulevard took a toll on me
I have another thing I'd like to say
oh, I used to think I had a lot of friends
They were fake and they were in my head
They all wanted me to do well
But not better than them
(CHORUS)
If you can't see all of the progress I've made
Just to back pedal away- pedal away
Can't be too hard on myself
I can't be kind all the time
It cannot kill me to try
Can't be too hard on myself
When that's a waste of my time
And that's a waste of my time
Sometimes i just feel like a waste of a life
Why do people always assume
I'm guilty of that kind of myself but you knew
It's hard to separate all the opinions from the truth
and if I can, I'll just make it short:
I don't take well to being alone
I'll tell it to the bathroom floor
Oh the audacity in asking me to just hit it raw
He had an odd sense of morality
Aw, he had an awful personality
But the dick was pretty good you see
Just not good enough for him to be a dick to me
If you cannot see all of the progress I've made
Just to backpedal away- pedal away
Can't be too hard on myself
I can't be kind all the time
It cannot kill me to t-t-try
Can't be too hard on myself
But okay what did you mean that day
Angry enough to the point you’re never gonna admit it
Oh you say I have audacity
Angry enough to the point you’re writing it on some paper
But that was just myself
Telling me to give it a rest
6 months of this inside of in my head
You never checked up on me anyway
I gave myself all this anxiety
Oh could this have gone without saying?
You never take it up with me
And I’ll be waiting till you find a better way that you can speak to me
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Drugs
03:51
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Please just believe me
I will be back tomorrow
Oh don’t believe me
Might not come back at all
Walk for twenty miles, twenty minutes, it’s the same thing
Walk for twenty miles, twenty hours it’s the same thing
Jesus Christ
Oh you were not very nice
I was just begging for advice
Don’t tell me that I’m just too fried
I don’t want to do drugs anymore to get by
I don’t want to do drugs anymore to feel good inside
I don’t want to do drugs, drugs
I don’t want to do drugs, drugs
Please just believe me
Can’t get far out without my car
I don’t believe you
Can’t get far without some cause
Walk for twenty miles, twenty minutes it’s the same thing
Walk for twenty miles, twenty hours it’s the same thing
I’m okay, oh each and everyday
I still feel a strange way
am I supposed to feel this way
I don’t want to do drugs anymore to get by
I don’t want to do drugs anymore to feel good inside
I don’t want to do drugs, drugs
I don’t want to do drugs, drugs
I don’t want to do drugs anymore to get by
I don’t want to do drugs anymore to feel good inside
I don’t want to do drugs, drugs
I don’t want to do drugs, drugs
I don’t want to do drugs
I don’t want to do drugs
I don’t want to do drugs
I don’t want to do drugs
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Note To Self
04:16
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Wish I had blinders to see straight forward
Theres too many faces I see catching up to my races
Living my life like it's a contest
Your take is cute but you could never be the package
I'm mad that the boy that I wanted didn't really want to date
I'm just sad that the girl that I fell for wasn't really gay
It just be that way that way that way
It just be that way that way
do you
do you
do you have love for me
do you
do you
do you, i never get to see it
i look the other way
but all this time trying to see
all my friends tried saving me
lost on how to love myself
relocate my energy
But mom it's not how you have raised me
To be this spiteful, if god was real I know he would hate me
But who am I to say what's real, I am not religious
If something works for you I suggest you just stick with it
I'm mad, mad my coping mechanism is just picking my face
Mad that everybody I'm surrounded by is the same exact way
Ooh, I'm digging myself in a deeper hole
I'm digging myself in a deeper hole
do you
do you
do you have love for me
do you
do you
do you, i never get to see it
i look the other way
but all this time trying to see
all my friends tried saving me
lost on how to love myself
relocate my energy
i need to focus on myself
i need to focus on myself
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4. |
Too Fast
03:23
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Give it all you got until you go and you hurt yourself
But it’s not that bad
Leave it alone, don’t touch, it’s gonna bleed too much
Don’t pick the scab
Say you’re not feeling human
More like an alien
If you don’t like what’s in the mirror
Well just turn the lights off
It’s a scary feeling when you’re moving just a little too fast
A little too fast
It’s hard to explain it, trying to move forward when your hearts not fine
Got all ambition and no decisions
It’s sort of stressing me
And every friend ive ever had is gone
It all cause of on me
Please don’t speak to me like you still know me
We had a falling out
If you don’t like what’s in my mirror
Just turn the lights off
It’s a scary feeling when you’re moving just a little too fast
A little too fast
It’s a hard to explain it trying to move forward when your hearts not fine
I don’t say what is on my mind now lately
I don’t say what i think now anymore
I don’t say what is on my mind now lately
I don’t say what i think now anymore
It’s a scary feeling when you’re moving just a little too fast a little too fast
It’s hard to explain it trying to move forward we still your heart’s not fine
Well it’s a tough situation always being told that you’re just wrong, wrong
It’s a tough situation trying to move forward when your heart’s not fine
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